Tuesday,
May 14, 2002
I hate the fact that my back and hurt to the point of not being able to sit
for more than an hour at a time. I simply have no words
Monday,
May 13, 2002
Went to class tonight thinking that I could stand in the back and it would
be ok - no such luck. I stood for about half the time I was there, then tried
to sit…that didn't work either. Fidgeted for a long time and just ended
up walking out.
Sunday,
May 12, 2002
Two words: laid up. Spent most of the day lying in bed with cold pack on my
back.
Friday,
May 10, 2002
Tonight went to see Apogee with Chelsea. The performance was incredible!!
The performance was given by the same people who created Cirque Du Soleil
(Circus of the Sun). Their movements were so charged in everything they did.
Not to mention the WHOLE performance was sexually charged! Everything was SENSUAL, but that wasn't reason I liked it. The whole thing was bad ass because I respect and admire the skill and discipline it takes to do that. After the performance we had dinner at Café Buenos Aires and went to a playground. After seeing those people have fun swinging around, wanted to do it myself!
Thursday,
May 9, 2002
How do I describe the feeling…hmmm. It's like someone taking thousands
of pins and pressing them up against my lower and mid upper back, while heating
the tissue under the skin to ridiculously high temperatures. Sitting will
amplify the feeling by ten fold. Today I left work early because that's sitting
is what I do all day. Getting up and walking around doesn't help. I hate this.
Wednesday,
May 8, 2002
On advice of my chiropractor I saw my M.D. Some where along with my back problems,
my body decided to rebel with some sort of cold/virus or whatever. Good news
is that for the first time in months I have high blood pressure, then swollen
tonsils, and fever. That's the good news, what's bad news then you ask? The
bad news: there's nothing that can be done. Just have to let my body deal
with it.
Sunday,
May 5, 2002
Today I hung out with Beth and the kids and watched basketball. Love her and
Mike's kids. But jeez, it reminds me that I'm so NOT ready to have any right
now. They say no one is ever truly ready for have kids…well I sure as
hell ain't!! Before I went over to Beth's I tried to get the Jacuzzi and John
and Cami's to work - no such luck!! After about an hour and a half to make
the damned thing worked…it finally happened!! Cami said it was only 2
valves…but there were a bit more than that hahaha!
Saturday,
May 4, 2002
Pain…pain like I haven't felt in a damned long time. Thought all that
crap about people having pains after an accident was BS, but no amount of
Motrim is helping.
Friday,
May 3, 2002
Woke up today feeling rather happy. Was going to see some friends after work,
work was probably going to be a fast day…well unbeknownst to me it was
going to be a 'simple' day.
Not 2 minutes from my house I get into an accident!!! Been driving in Cali for 9 I was going down this straight-away and up to my 2 o'clock was truck stopped at a stop sign. When I get to about 10 feet from the truck it starts to roll out, and I'm thinking WTF?? Directly in front of me was the driver…this thing was going to happen, so the next thought in my mind was to avoid hitting the door head on. So I yanked my wheel to the left and smashed on the brakes. My car effectively turned into a wedge and went under the front of the truck. I get out and tell the driver, this youngish looking female, not to move her car. She yells and me and tells me that I panicked and I was speeding, it was a "residential zone" and the speed limit was "25MPH" - which I wasn't going faster than. If I had panicked and not reacted the way I did, I would have plowed right into her door and probably messing up her legs or something. We moved our cars aside and I got her information. I was so shook up I couldn't talk to her. But she fessed up to talking to some guy at the corner right before she rolled on. When the officer finally showed up she was annoyed by the fact that she was late for school. I had no words for her.
Wednesday, May 1, 2002
The
hell…the year is almost half over!!